They say misery is optional.
I agree.
You can be happier about everything if you always take someone facing even worse challenges.
It's like "Oh, some of the people in Africa don't even have things to eat. Yet I can still afford to pay for a cheap $1.80 nasi lemak meal. I should be contented."
"So what I only scored 48/100 for my maths! Fuck! That guy's only got 12!!!!!!!"
I'm getting paid 1 share of salary for the load of 2,3 men's jobs. It's not like I'm feeling overloaded. It's just plain boring to be working alone when there are actually more manpower to help.
What can I say to them? SAF Doesn't Pay You To Exist?
I can't! Because in fact it does!
I think a lot of times my mood and thinking depends on the people around me, though I tried hard not to turn to the bad side.
Am I just not lucky enough to work happily with just a bit of satisfaction?
Chongz stepped on your garbage at
12:39 AM
This gotta be the root of the utmost financial downturn of my entire life. I'm finally, and so completely, broke.
After almost a year of no-public transportations entering my life, i stepped on the train on the 14th this month. The fading feeling of the familiar crowds surged in suddenly, yet, i thought it was rather sweet, like the instant aroma of a perfume spray. I guess travelling to town area the coming months, will remain this way.
Calculating the expenses of a trip by car to Cineleisure:
Petrol - Approx. $2 for every 10km journey. It's almost 43km.
$2 x 4 = $8
The journey back? $8 x 2 = $16
Parking, say, cheapest is Plaza Singapore, or Wheelock Place - $2.14
ERP Gantries? Unavoidable at least 2 Gantries - $0.50 x 2 = $1.
So, with the cheapest + off peak price. It's $16 + $1 + $2.14 =
$19.14.
Any journey took during peak hours or other parking lots, sometimes detours to drop off or fetch pple, your trip could've been more than $30 easily. The ERPs are just like paying summon for going town too.
And all THESE is that freaking Honours Course I'm gonna take in the upcoming month.. BA in Marketing. Thames Valley University. Dunno wtf is this ulu Uni.. but its consider cheaper than most others degree courses...
Want to ask why I chose this uni? I didnt.
I really wanted to take a better recognised degree cert.. Who can sponsor me? $5000 more for UOL.. to add to the $11200 I due to pay the school by next April. I still have time to change. If you are friend enough, rich enough to feel that my problem is your problem, then Boss, it's time for charity.
Drained off my wealth, my mind and body to the damn last bit this year. Although I've been plotting out ways to deal with each of them, it is still heavy. So empty, yet so heavy. These few days I'm pretty much isolating myself from the outside, just bear with me, i just need abit of time to relax, and a lot of time to concentrate on my works that's coming up.
I prefer gaming to ease off these stresses. Since there's too many cancellation on sports, since so many of them are having exams.
Another major prob:
I've lost 2.5kg since the start of my diet control programme. Don't come and tell me
"Why are you eating? I thought you are on diet?"
And I don't want to spend too much time reasoning. I know I don't produce slimmed results other than BMT. I worry too, Jio me out to run to swim, I'll be ok, as long as I'm free from work, or fresh on an off day. I do run when I'm having duty in camp, or going slightly early for a slow jog.
With all these to accomplish for this year. It's a really sianz thing that there's no time to be sianz.
Or u can teach me a way to die peacefully at
chong_lin26@hotmail.com.
Chongz stepped on your garbage at
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