Reds are the days I'm out at sea. Greens are the days I am/will be back and given half day offs. The orange on 29th is a fire fighting assessment day.Felt like ironman and soaked in salt water = rusty man lohIt's always the same 12 months, same february like other februaries.
But this february feels so weird. This year Valentine's day, I didn't gave her anything...
Leads me to think for the past 6,7 yrs..
Why am I hiding
Was I too unacceptable
Was I too timid
Was I too over-reactive
Was there too much misunderstanding.
Was I too close a friend
Was I trying too hard
I thought i was giving..giving..giving.. (i wasn't good with words or even asking girls out. I'm a failure for as guy my age) I did just to get her attention. Make her realise something. Probably what I'm feeling. That's it.
Tell me
When will you make "appreciate" be another word for a wasted journey?
What is the correct feeling i should have for all these. years.:::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
如果你眼神能够为我 片刻的降临
如果你能听到 心碎的声音沉默的守护著你沉默的等奇迹 沉默的让自己 像是空气大家都吃著聊著笑著 今晚多开心
最角落里的我 笑得多合群
盘底的
洋葱像我 永远是调味品偷偷的看著你 偷偷的隐藏著自己如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心你会发现 你会讶异
你是我 最压抑 最深处的秘密如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸 你会流泪
只要你能 听到我 看到我的全心全意听你说你和你的他们
暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望 装得很风趣
我就样一颗洋葱 永远是配角戏多希望能与你有一秒 专属的剧情
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David and CherieMy cousin, Cherie, got married on 19th Jan'08 with her then-boyfriend, David. They had their wedding held at Ritz, Las Vegas. I was sailing then, and situated at the other half of the globe, haha.. its a pity my family had to give that a skip. Nevertheless, we're looking forward to her malaysia's wedding on 25th May'08 coming 3 months time. :D
David's an A.B.C ( American Born Chinese), that explains his handsomeness. And my cousin, well, is no lesser than a natural beauty la!
She's only 23. I also wanna faster establish my finances and find 1 nice gf already..
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Qinfu's dad passed away on the 5th Feb'08. Heart attack. Can't be there at the wake cos of some CNY Superstitious stuffs, my parents disapproved.
Are there really logics behind these beliefs for CNY?
-守岁
-Can't go to places deemed "Dirty" because that will make you unlucky?
Am i too rational or are people just too timid to even expect some unluckiness for the rest of the year? I received and said 恭喜发财 for the past 20 years and only the ERP, Taxes, Prices all that goes higher.
I m sad i juz can't go there for a little while. To think he might be reminded of this for the coming CNYs is just heartbreaking..
My deepest condolences..
do send yours.
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12:45 AM
It was a very hasty decision made last week to paint up my room before CNY. But I just got pretty sick of my blue life for the past few years, probably already reached a decade.
My Job's totally blue. My room's light and milky blue. My car's silverish blue. But my favourite colour's not blue.
On friday itself marks the final decision to change my room's colour. Stamped. I'm Amateur in colour blending and to avoid the risk in too contrasting colours with my huge and lengthy blue cabinets, I skipped ideas and opinions of bright greens, yellows or oranges. Heck.
Well, in the end, there's not much time left and so many choices. So based on a image on a design worked out by my mind. I juz decided to make a go for it. White, Teila Turqoise and Sea Breeze blue.
White for ceiling, blue and turqoise for a design. i decided to skip the details, becos this design wasn't used in the end.
Vince
Haoyong
Zhe Heng
Weixiang
Haoren
Vince and Hy were present on friday. Hy accompanied me to buy the paint equipments and then vince came by and we set up to paint the ceiling. 3 layers were done up before they leave in the evening.
The wall after Haoyong left. (On Wall: English name "Haoyong" and "Hebe", 2 x Smiley Faces, 2 x Rocker Hair Face, Chinese name "勇")(Not Shown on Picture: 1 x Love symbol, English name "YJ")
Further on that night, heroic vince came back at 11pm to paint the last, 4th layer of white with me after I moved some of the furnitures out of my room. Then we set up the place for the next day. Its 2am when we finished everything.Then I had to move to vince house to sleep due to the mess in my room..z
(New on wall: English name "Vincent")Woke up 8am the next day. Ah bak reached, damn on time, at 9 30am for breakfast. Weixiang reached at 12pm plus.
These walls were pretty much done, right about 3pm. Then i realise from the outlines of it, the design gonna come out sucky - like shopping center multistorey carpark like that. So I'm panicking! All of us gets pretty mind-occupied, searching and thinking of possible arts that we could draw or use on the wall. I even dun mind painting the whole room with just turqouise at that point of time. Seems pretty cosy to me - Brighter ceiling and darker walls.
Then dunno bak or wx found this digital flower arts page.
Hy came around 5 while i was struggling with drawing these things. Can't do it still. Then i remembered someone!
Haoren Da Vinci
He was pretty much the best artist friend among us living in this area. So quickly contact him and I'm very fortunate to get him at the point before he's going out to meet his friends. I asked him for the materials he might need and quickly got him into work.
"15 minutes can finish la"
But the complexity of the drawings actually had him cancelled his meeting with his friends and stayed the near 2 hours to finish. Haha. But I'm very glad he stayed.
As Haoren Da Vinci extracted and copy the drawings from the flower pages, the rest did some touch-ups on some places while i prepare some drinks and snacks for them. Its past dinner time.
It's a Digital - Analog Transformation!
Done. But like......still can work on it
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2:48 PM
Vince
Haoyong
Zhe Heng
Weixiang
Haoren
