..A World of Nonsense..

Now that it’s all said and done
I can’t believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down
Like an old abandoned house

What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath
I fell too far, was in way too deep
Guess I let you get the best of me

Well I never saw it coming
I should have started running A long long time ago
And I never thought I’d doubt you
I’m better off without you More than you, more than you know

I’m slowly getting closure
I guess it’s really over
I’m finally gettin’ better

Now I’m picking up the pieces
From spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together
‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through

I got over you

You took a hammer to these walls
Dragged the memories down the hall
Packed your bags and walked away
There was nothing I could say
And when you slammed the front door shut
A lot of other’s opened up So did my eyes
so I could see

That you never were the best for me

Chongz stepped on your garbage at 1:33 AM

Bonus is coming - for all of us.

Some may get more, some may get less - and i belong to the latter. Probably Chinese New Year is the period where poverty is reduced a little for people like me.

Maybe with the coming angbaos, I could just chip in more money to get myself a nice Keyboard to play with.

Or I could just simply pray some rich but careless man would transfer money to the wrong bank account and ended up in mine.

And nice to see my blog visiting number hit 1000 after 1 forsaken year.

I find that the number of people I used to call up, sms or even go out with - have decimated quite a lot. Nevertheless, I'm still well to do.

For I've learnt not to be wavered by those drifting away, but to appreciate who's remaining.

And this I do - very obvious.

Chongz stepped on your garbage at 5:21 PM

Suddenly I'm feeling thankful. Suddenly I felt something pulled me up - maybe the warmth and advises of the people around me, maybe it's myself realising.

Maybe I should not get upset about who's missing, but be glad about who's there.
Maybe I should think that love is not about holding on, but moving on.
Maybe I should not find doing certain things pointless, but find a point to do those things.

I'm just about to make my new year wishes come true.

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其实有没有人像我这样想过

察觉过

也感觉过

⌐已经孤单了这么久

还在习惯

一个人的生活¬

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Chongz stepped on your garbage at 11:09 AM

白色如影随行
离不了遍地雪片的风景
你走开得平静
他一身带着你要的肯定

月色映蓝屋顶
寂寞似囱出的烟般透明
追着你的身影
我心碎的声音都来不及听

在日月交叉那瞬间
湖面光染黄切了一条线
夕阳天天反复一遍
可今失去你不难是永远

雪花落下绿退入眠
在我的身边是否不安全
你的微笑如此夏天
而我结成冰雪葬在庭院

词: 崇林

Chongz stepped on your garbage at 9:00 PM

I wish

I'd be happier

I wish

I could do more right things;

think more right thoughts;

Less forgetting, more forgiving.

I wish I'd know appreciation.

And I wish that

all these wishes will not repeat next year.

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Chongz stepped on your garbage at 3:24 PM