At this particular time you are feeling the results of extreme stress and you are seeking a 'way out' but you are pushing too hard. Obviously you need peace, tranquillity and contentment. Your temperament is such that you are hoping, unrealistically perhaps, that your desires will shortly be fulfilled (even if at this time you are not quite sure what those true aspirations may be!).You are a true extrovert, frivolous and outgoing. You need to feel in control of any situation. If matters are not proceeding according to plan you tend to get extremely irritable and perhaps become difficult to live with.The way things are, you feel that you are stuck in a rut and there is not much you can do about it. You feel frustrated and inhibited but if you can find a way to let yourself go, you may find that things aren't quite so bad as perhaps you thought they were. One consolation is that since you are an extremely emotional individual, with the right person you may be able to release some of that frustration and tension with some mutual tender loving care.Whatever you strive to do, something always seems to be holding you back. There is no subterfuge in you. You are a clear thinker and all you demand from life, in a relationship, is a partner whom you can trust and with whom you can, together, develop a foundation of trust based on understanding. You are your own person and you demand freedom of thought to follow your own convictions. You have no interest in 'two-timing' and all you seek is sincerity and 'straight-dealing'.You wish to be left in peace... no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don't want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for 'them' to get on with it - and to leave you alone.**********************
That thing about characteristic tests - they want you to think what they think that you are. It easily mislead people to believe in it. Even although to certain point, some parts can be quite true.
But most are just convincing, and convincing doesn't means its true. There's always a limit to programming those results that were generated with references to the selections you've picked. Given a 10 question quiz to test your personalities on something something, even with 10,000 possible answers and results to your personalities, so what? How many billions of people are there? All of them within these 10,000 results means a hell lot of similar people around! aint it boring..........
But yet again, thats only my perception.
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Hell is coming these 2 weeks, and i'm receiving it. Damn routines. Heard that the coming monday to wednesday will be CBT. There's kungfu, BCCT, shouting, running around a near 15-storey high commercial vessel, just for training. With bullet proof vest and all combat gears.
And oh, some says its beyond hell.
!@#$%^&
Chongz stepped on your garbage at
4:31 PM
I HATEDrivers that honked at my back, when the light turns green barely 2 seconds ago.
Drivers that drove up to my side, after honking because his front lane was intercepted. Look freaking ridiculously at my direction and what? Hope to remember my face for the rest of his life because of this? Or probably complain to LTA the lane he BOUGHT was being taken.
MOST Taxi Drivers - They thought that they are the "Lao Jiao" drivers. "Pa Jiao" n "L** Jiao" maybe more suitable. Some cockster only can make way for themselves, cannot give way. Some know their destinations, but dunno their directions. Siannnnn
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Recently there's a crisis - I've ran out of places to go,
movies, ktv, LAN, dinner, supper, Mahjong, Chill Out, anything else can do one...?????????
And oh! Looking forward to Wed KTV! its been too long comin.
Doncha' know?
Chongz stepped on your garbage at
9:56 PM

小学篱芭旁的蒲公英
是记忆里有味道的风景
午睡操场传来蝉的声音
多少年后也还是很好听
将愿望折纸飞机寄成信
因为我们等不到那流星
认真投决定命运的硬币
却不知道到底能去哪里
一起长大的约定那样清晰
打过勾的我相信
说好要一起旅行
是你如今唯一坚持的任性
在走廊上罚站打手心
我们却注意窗边的蜻蜓
我去到哪里 你都跟很紧
很多的梦在等待着进行
一起长大的约定那样真心
与你聊不完的曾经
而我已经分不清你是友情还是错过的爱情
Chongz stepped on your garbage at
1:56 AM
I just woke up
Exactly 7 minutes ago
I brushed my teeth, took a pee
Switched on my computer.
Sat down and stared into the loading screen. I saw my reflection.
I turned and checked my handphone for any new messages. None. 9.40a.m it shows.
"Great, 5 new mails." I thought.
1 junk mail, 3 from facebook and 1 friendster comment.
And after that here I am, typing this.
I just wake up
and I supposed I am
so
so
so
so
lonely.<>
Chongz stepped on your garbage at
9:34 AM