..A World of Nonsense..

Sometimes at some point, it gets kind of hard to sit down and really think about stuffs to share, to unwind. Blogging can be time-consuming when my mind is in a blank.

For those who are concern about my life:

I'm doing fine, though the work I'm going through is not really imagineable, I can't describe even verbally. But well, ship crew is friendly. Coping well.

For those who come here for something else:

I can't generate anything else. I'm in a state where I'm still wondering whether sailing - and the boring routines of 2 hours watch and 6 hours sleep intervals will make me dumb in years to come anot.. and i'm dumb enough already.

What is my dream?

What is my passion?

What can I pursue?

What can give me confidence that my future would not be shaken?

I dreamt of a girl who find flaws in me
and erase them all.
but when I wake up, i ceased my smile
for i see the love i have for her
she don't see it at all.

Chongz stepped on your garbage at 9:32 PM