..A World of Nonsense..

KOPED! from qian. I just enjoy trying out new quizzes. Though I don't know to what extent I can believe.

Never Date an Aquarius

Freaky, unconventional, and downright strange - it's likely that any Aquarius will weird you out.
And if you do happen to fall for an Aquarius, you'll probably find them too emotionally distant to connect with.

Instead try dating: Cancer, Pisces, Capricorn, or Virgo

What Sign Shouldn't You Date?

Just a random thought that ran through my mind while in the showers:

How many times we've actually done something just to ensure other people will look at us differently - to leave a good impression?

Trying to hold a fart in public, restricting the use of vulgarities in front of ladies are unavoidable. Other than that, I think I sucked at portraiting myself.

Normally, inability to protrait oneself means ignorance. Thats the word i believed other people will use to describe me. I lack the sense of urgency when something happened. They say I always looked calm. I do things slowly. But I thought that should be because I know myself well? If I rush through certain things, I'll complicate myself even more.

I didn't try to explain sometimes, though i really mind the kind of impression I leave on other people, the kind of look and how much they trust me. From the way and the words used, one can definitely judge his own worth in that person's eyes.

It's just like judging how close you are to a person. Through chats, words and the comfort received when being around that person. Length of conversations..use of casual words..

I've never said I love you to you but I love you.

Chongz stepped on your garbage at 11:14 PM

Sometimes at some point, it gets kind of hard to sit down and really think about stuffs to share, to unwind. Blogging can be time-consuming when my mind is in a blank.

For those who are concern about my life:

I'm doing fine, though the work I'm going through is not really imagineable, I can't describe even verbally. But well, ship crew is friendly. Coping well.

For those who come here for something else:

I can't generate anything else. I'm in a state where I'm still wondering whether sailing - and the boring routines of 2 hours watch and 6 hours sleep intervals will make me dumb in years to come anot.. and i'm dumb enough already.

What is my dream?

What is my passion?

What can I pursue?

What can give me confidence that my future would not be shaken?

I dreamt of a girl who find flaws in me
and erase them all.
but when I wake up, i ceased my smile
for i see the love i have for her
she don't see it at all.

Chongz stepped on your garbage at 9:32 PM

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最爱还是你。。

没开口的话怎样才能懂
我好想把画面倒带回头
你留在我心里熟悉的表情
每个温暖纯白的回忆穿越了距离

拥挤的人潮没有人知道
我偷偷想你嘴角就会笑
不要说对不起也不要问原因
就让世界不停的向前别忘记从前

最爱还是你这是我的决定
像宇宙相对的星互相吸引
慢慢就会靠近
还是要爱你时间会证明
我爱你的勇气
牵着你的手才知道是永久

这一次我放弃了所有
只为了再与你相遇

最爱还是你这是我的决定
像宇宙相对的星互相吸引
慢慢就会靠近
还是要爱你时间会证明
我爱你的勇气牵着你的手
才知道是永久

一辈子不放手

Chongz stepped on your garbage at 11:48 AM

84 RSS Sovereignty

My ship logo is this.

How to pronouns "Sovereignty" correctly? I still can't confirm. Official ship crew. Officially a working man.

ENS4 Engineering Naval Specialist 4. Is my appointment.

You're an angel, truly. Cos you are there yet can't be seen.
Your love is my belief, yet a myth.
I talk to the air as if you're everywhere listening, although i know you can't receive.
I've heard not much about you, maybe you might not have wings
but
I only loved an angel and you can't be missed.

Chongz stepped on your garbage at 11:47 PM

泪是一种水液
清澈了曾看不透的你的缺
我的伤心只是后来才发觉
原来哭是遗忘的秘诀

我的所有体贴
也倒不回那场分手的情节
诺言不及实现都纷纷冷却
沉在记忆里慢慢破裂

能说什么只有眼泪了解
安抚我当没人让我投靠一夜
在感情坠落后失去知觉
它拯救我从崩溃中逃过一劫

能说什么只有眼泪了解
它的出现让我感觉好多一些
当我只想静静与人隔绝
它陪着我忍痛离开你的世界

那钢琴的音乐
怎么也弹不出往常的喜悦
选择伤心的键又下雨的夜
所有心动都化成心结

一场爱像蝴蝶
存在美丽花儿纷放的季节
我们却如此脆弱像花凋谢
和秋天的风纷飞越界

Chongz stepped on your garbage at 11:36 PM

Only spent my weekends with my poly friends this week. 80% of us are regulars in that group and all 80% of us had thought about why do we sign on in the first place. Its just like poly where we always do silly things together, and now we thought it's the silliest thing we've done.

We'd always be hanging out till at least 2a.m in the morning, with mahjong, movies, ktv, pool, basketball, sentosa, pubbing, clubbing all that.

I have 3 days to rot, from friday till now. Feel like asking people out but there's always something to refrain me from doing so. The thought of knowing that those friends may already had plans, not clique, found other groups of friends, found something else in their lives to pursue, some i'm afraid to ask, and some who'd give reasons so as not to go out with me.

I'm so getting used to taking up my hp and scrolling through the numbers to see who I could contact, take a look at the time and put back into my pocket.

But luckily, some've always contacted me at the last moments to save my boring day. haha

只有雨的夜

白色的弯月透明的水液

只有雨的夜没有雨的夜

我还不了解有什么差别

风刮落树叶微亮着的街

想起你这夜我难逃一劫

又爱你多些

Chongz stepped on your garbage at 12:28 PM