..A World of Nonsense..

82 Resilience - the craft number and name of the patrol vessel I'm posted for the next 2 months training. There is a taskbook (33 pages) which we have to complete within this period of time. It consists of all the auto, manual, semi auto operations which we have to familiarise with, as well as the maintenance, the well-being of the systems and we also will be taught on the defect diagnosis of these machines.. simply hundreds of tasks.. This is mental.

This 82, is the first ship to be built among all its similar class..so..its the oldest..which means.. most problems.. including the recent news of the waste pipes leaking and bursting FREQUENTLY.. I just feel I'm not far from IMH.

Well, the more fun parts of life, probably will sound dull due to the lack of imagery backup for descriptions.

Simplicity is bliss i supposed. Attended Risie's birthday on the 27th Jan night at Clarke Quay's Settlers' Cafe. The place is plain inviting! I think her friends are warm, the atmosphere is really suitable for chatting but the games are, well, I'm not keen to lay my hands on. But it feels just right to have some snacks, try out 1,2 games, talk rot, observing around.. cos we are 2 shy guys.. lol

Well, Happy 21st birthday Irisie. Love yourself like the way you love your friends. Make your heart smile a little. :)

And........its Hao Yong's 23rd birthday! 31st Jan. Its a shag day for a birthday to be in camp... well, once in a life time experience. "An officer of Singapore. WOOO!" (This is the way u should feel)

Cheers to all,

More to do before Monday.

Chongz stepped on your garbage at 11:38 PM

Moving on soon, to this world I've never been before - As a sailor, as a mechanic. It may be the really first step into my career, though I've been in here for about a year.

I just find that.. since i chose this job.. being happy about it should also be my responsibility. Though I have thousands of reasons why I complaint. I just don't want to be irresponsible to my own decision, my job and myself.

My OJT (On-Job-Training) is extended and pushed to 5th feb. So.. it's a relief I can have some times to relax before I go sailing. Seriously quite curious as to which ship I'm going, the temper of the chief that's going to be in-charge of me, their expectations on me and all of that. Though still felt unfair that the gay is going to get a good ship and good-tempered chief, and the reasons are because he's weak and cannot-be-scolded-if-not-he-will-commit-suicide-due-to-stress.

Well, maybe it's just fair that this world is unfair.

I still believe if i know my stuffs, i'll get my reward and the least leisure and freedom I want.

Meet up with xuan, june and zhen yang for wala on friday. It's great to see they're doing fine in their lives. Haven't really meet them for almost a quarter year. :D

Happy birthday to Pauline as well. Though I seriously don't remember her actual birthday. Well... all i can say is.. i may forget birthdays.. but that doesn't mean I forget people. Still, if you are reading this, happy 22nd birthday to you :)

Went ~~steamboat~~ zhi cha on saturday night with the usual weekend clique! Though the initial plan was scrapped. Still, had a really good time, just simply by gathering like that. Getting used to this kind of uncle aunty style outings. LOL clubbing is just not for me!

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she's really gorgeous yesterday.. :D

Chongz stepped on your garbage at 7:37 PM

Moving on soon, to this world I've never been before - As a sailor, as a mechanic. It may be the really first step into my career, though I've been in here for about a year.

I just find that.. since i chose this job.. being happy about it should also be my responsibility. Though I have thousands of reasons why I complaint. I just don't want to be irresponsible to my own decision, my job and myself.

My OJT (On-Job-Training) is extended and pushed to 5th feb. So.. it's a relief I can have some times to relax before I go sailing.

Seriously quite curious as to which ship I'm going, the temper of the chief that's going to be in-charge of me, their expectations on me and all of that. Though still seriously felt unfair that the gay is going to get a good ship and good-tempered chief, and the reasons are because he's weak and cannot-be-scolded-if-not-he-will-commit-suicide-due-to-stress.

Well, maybe it's just fair that this world is unfair. I still believe if i know my stuffs, i'll get my reward and the least leisure and freedom I want.

Meet up with xuan, june and zhen yang for wala on friday. It's great to see they're doing fine in their lives. Haven't really meet them for almost a quarter year. :D

Happy birthday to Pauline as well. Though I seriously don't remember her actual birthday. Well... all i can say is.. i may forget birthdays.. but that doesn't mean I forget people. Still, if you are reading this, happy 22nd birthday! :D

Went steamboat on saturday night with the usual weekend clique!

Chongz stepped on your garbage at 7:05 PM

You aren't even a teenager yet!

Your hearing rules! You're either quite young or you've looked after your ears.

The highest pitched ultrasonic mosquito ringtone that I can hear is 19.9kHz

Find out which ringtones you can hear!

A rather interesting website to test your hearing. Well, good luck. :D

Chongz stepped on your garbage at 8:46 PM

Seems like I haven't been really posting for quite a while. Thought it might be nice to update a little.

Just a little.

GAY PIECE OF SHIT PROBLEM

My class's gayish problems just got worst after receiving a call just a few moments ago. They were out clubbing or hopping around Darkstan..

That gay, for unknown reasons, acted drunk, I dunno how that hideous freak did it, but if they can see that he's acting, then he must be a damn poor actor. He wobbled his way out to cry outside the pub - for no apparent reasons again.

And seems like he's got beaten up real bad by them. Funny thing is, they are still together after all that. And that gay dun wanna go home or any where else. The best thing is - I'm not there.

MY COURSE

Expected to be onboard ship this coming 29th Jan. And I have tons of notes to study, tons of things to memorise. Along with my commander's extra unnecessary pressures by telling us to give presentations, finding out navy ships' numbers and names in the library while we could have been studying back in classroom for the upcoming major exams.

LIFE IS..

Seriously.. I thought I should be anti-social for a while.. to get used to life in sailing. So I wun have to think about where my friends are meeting and going out.. So I wun think about any nice movies coming up. After a while I realise this is stupid. Because I knew its not possible to keep myself anti-social. haha

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when I knew I couldn't have you part of me died

If I knew I couldn't even love you

I'd rather perish
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Chongz stepped on your garbage at 1:57 AM

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as you turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like is was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this time
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

And I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me dies when I let you go

Chongz stepped on your garbage at 12:39 PM

新年快乐！

对我来说好像只是过了我生命里的第21个年罢了

一个人能说多几次改过自新

一个人能祈求运气能好一点

世界和平顺利平安感情等等

谁不想把坏的都带走

每一年都会有新的问题出现

所以每年才能有新的愿望

重蹈覆辙

如果不许愿不就是满足吗

最重要的还是要想得开吧

就当泪也只是一种苦咸的水液

把悲伤化成能前进的力量

如果觉得自己很失败就当作自己只是不习惯成功罢了

说到这什么都只是要想得开就好了

我还是一样爱她
还有认识的都一样

不管她或你们是怎么样看待我都无所谓

新的一年我要的只有这样

Chongz stepped on your garbage at 12:56 PM